I wondered about whether I wanted to share this with anyone in the blog world, but I felt like I needed to get this out and maybe some other bloggers can identify with me. So here goes...
Since January, I have been undergoing fertility treatments. I wasn't really ready to share on here because I didn't know what the outcome would be or how long it would take. It took a toll on me emotionally and physically, but having a baby became very important to me. On June 4, I found out I was pregnant and it was the most amazing feeling EVER. This was something I wanted so badly and I finally felt like I was truly happy for the first time in a long time.
I was almost 8 weeks along when I went to the doctor this week and found out the baby was not growing. The news was devastating, shocking, and very saddening. First, I was depressed and upset...then it turned to anger as I wondered why this had to happen to us..and then I just started feeling numb. I really don't even know if I'm dealing with this pain the right way or if there is a right way.
This has been a very difficult week for my family, but we look forward to the future. Thank you so much for your support and I'll be back to blogging in a few days.
P.S. I always, always make an effort to respond to every comment I get. I hope you understand that I may not respond this weekend, but I appreciate all your kind words.